فایل شده when he not be

[MHP]

Name: When he is not
(@بانوی سرخ )Author: N.H
Genre: Tragedy
Translator: MahsaMHP
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When you are not there, the pen sympathizes with me; The dusty window gets wetter from the sky as if it were ... things I did not care about; Now, however, I am taken aback by everything; Bad news like this newspaper, like you in this house, and it's so frustrating that it's so bad in every single one of my words
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[MHP]

,I
I froze
Between emotional
Which is hot
!On my heart
Emotions of love
!But with the color and smell of hatred
And the taste of it
They close their eyes
Suddenly
Appear
In front of my eyes
...your eyes
;At the very last moment
They were ridiculed
This toy heart
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[MHP]

!When he is not ‌, when he is finished
!...What is it ?! Let me say a little about his existence and I will not diminish his shame from my bloody writings​

 

[MHP]

!It's supposed to be him
Except in your presence, there was no hard rebel of words
?And his sorrowful intoxication; I forget, friend
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[MHP]

Strange burning
!The flow of water in the shackles of the existence of
;Painful caressing hands
It sits on my hair more eloquently than ever
And an old piece of me
It breaks in my throat
,Contaminated with sediment
!It has been left on my earthly heart for a long time
!Shiny drops
From my wet and bloody lashes
On hot species
!Alas
. ...That passes, every part of my life was not in these turbulent nights of non-existence
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[MHP]

!Every time he is not there, my existence is lost
!Like an acquisition ruined over my whole body; Like the distractions that have been distracted from the valley of memories, from the very times when ... you were not ... this life does not taste like life without him​

 

[MHP]

!To be or not to be and not to be ... They have all taken their bitter perfume from the experience of your shirt. Third person, my dear
...It seems that the times when you are not are more inevitable than
!I do not know! There seems to be no example for him to be more unlucky than me and to want to put his foot down
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[MHP]

!I want to be without you
. ...Finishing the footprint left on the hot sands of my heart
!I do not want you; Wants
. ...you must go! The right to be in my dreams
!...You will no longer have the right to look at my writings​

 

[MHP]

!He was not my soul! They did not leave us their share
. ...They took us away just because he was not
Is it okay not to breathe at all?
. ...There was no air ... there was no world; I was left with only a ruin called
!That they got it too​

 

[MHP]

My hatred settled and he who in every tear made me
?Where is he cleansed of sorrow
...Why isn't he? Fire springs and water handles
!is not! Not being in the heat is more strange than sadness
I laugh with ridiculous hands
!And more alone than his lonely and short sentences
. ...I am sitting! Ruined on earth! Ruined
!Diwan Parish! Captured by acid! My heart burns like a girl whose whole face turned to dust and blood dripped and she was called ugly​